给女人的东西

Dear Samantha,

How's your day? Omg, it's such a great day!!! Finally it is weekend that I could sleep early last night and went shopping with Vanessa this morning.. And surprise surprise, citi centre wasn't that full as we thought it would be. We both basically went to all the shops they have in citi centre. I bought so many stuff but the sad part is that, apart from one dress that I bought with cheap price, others are not belong to me!

And besides my family, especially my mom, I can't think of any other people that I will buy for.. So let me show you what I've got for her today!

I bought just a dress and a top for my mom, with a good price and excellent quality. I've also got 7 belts for my mom in different colours. Yea, you probably thinks that I am crazy, but I did...

Also, I bought a little cute cute cute cardigan for my little Hui hui and also some bibs for her... I miss her SO badly.. I miss the way she looks when she's hungry and crying for milk, I miss how she looks confused with her hiccup... I was dreaming about her last night, that I was hugging her in my arms, take care of her through the night, like I did last summer.. She's just the cutest girl!

Oh well, Samantha, that's all I do like to tell you today. Need to go back to my revision and keep in touch!

Xxx

亲爱的萨蔓妲，

今天的你还好吗？天啊，我今天真开心！难得是周末，难得昨晚我能12点多就睡觉，然后今早约了Vanessa一起去逛街，更开心的是，市区并没有我们想象中的那么多人，你知道，因为平常周末的时候，我们几乎是看不见前方，只看见密密麻麻人头。。我今儿个买了好多东西，但是可悲的是除了一件非常廉价的裙子之外，袋子里其他的东西都不是我的！

告诉你，萨蔓妲，我爸妈很疼我，所以我也会疼回他们。。但是你知道为什么我都是买很多东西给我妈但却比较少买东西给我爸吗？分别在于，满足我妈很简单，三两件漂亮的裙子就能让他心花朵朵开。。但是，我爸。。。虽然我爸也是非常非常疼我，但是除了每次说我爱他之外，真不知道怎么满足他。因为我爸这个人，他就是不鸣则已，一鸣起来不是惊人，而是超惊人！所以别误会，我爸我妈我都非常爱，只是我爸什么都补缺，所以比较常买东西给我妈。。

今天呢，我买了1件裙子，1件上衣和7条不同款式的腰带给我妈。。还有买了一件非常可爱的粉红小毛衣给我的小惠惠，和3条一组的小围兜给她。。

哎哟，萨蔓妲，你不知道，我可想我家惠惠了！我昨晚梦见她，梦见我把她抱在怀中，然后陪着她睡觉，像当初她刚出生的时候，我也是这样抱着她睡觉。。好想她饿肚子的时候哭得很不耐烦的样子，很想她打嗝超大声的无辜样。。哎哟，她是我的公主。。超可爱的公主！

好了，萨蔓妲，今天的信就写到这里，我要去温习书了，保持联系！

With Love,

J

爱是分享

Dear Samantha,

How are you today? You know, based on Vanessa, SHARING IS CARING... You know how I LOVE creepy and disgusting stuff in life and this is why I LOVE Criminal Law. So I am sharing all my scars with you today...

I have been SO busy since I came back to UK and I have doing all my stuff by MYSELF, without any assistant or transportation.

So, I came back to UK, apparently my Visa card has been blocked so I dont have enough money to pay my tuition and accommodation fees and other stuffs. Therefore I walked to Citi Centre, forth and back, to solve out my account problems. After that, I need to shop for all equipments and things for living, such as bed sheet, duvet, food, stationery and much more...

And therefore, there are blisters on both of my feet since I keep walking all around. Without any rest or treatment, I keep going on and on and eventually, it got worse. Until my friend, Vanessa was so worried and she brought me to Boots and got some antiseptic wash...

And finally, my scars and nearly heeled~ One more scar, one more development on myself.. This is life, I am not the princess and no more palace here. All I need is to be strong and deal with it~

I am J!

亲爱的萨蔓妲，

今天的你过的好吗？你知道吗，爱，是分享，这是我朋友Vanessa告诉我的。。你知道，我这个人很喜欢奇怪又恶心的事情，这也是为什么我超爱刑事法律课。所以呢，我今天想跟特别的萨蔓妲，你分享我今年的恶心画面。。

回到英国的第一天开始，我整个人就是个“忙”字。每一天最早是凌晨1点睡觉，最迟是凌晨4点，然后早上8.45起身准备上10点的课。回到这里，任何大事小事琐碎事，我都得在没有助手或交通工具的情况下自己处理。

我回到英国的时候，身上带着非常有限的现金，本想说到了英国可以到提款机取钱，但是因为超过三个月没有更新我的户头，我的户头被冻结了。这下好了，我呢，被迫要等一个星期的时间才能拿到我的新卡和密码，在这之前，我不能付学费，宿舍费，上网费等等等。。整个星期都往返银行柜台拿现金，每一次取现金的时候还要经过很多的文件和审核身份，银行才会批准我取现金。。

不仅如此，换了宿舍，而且是新的开始，什么贵东西都得再买，书，文件，文具，食物，必需品等等等。。一个人拿不了太多东西，就必须买到手都拿不住了，就回家把东西放下，然后在回到市区继续买，继续提。。就这样，也过了两个星期。。

回到英国的第二天，我的脚就开始起好几个水泡，但是最严重的还是在接近脚踝的部分。。由于太忙，而且我急性子，所以也不顾水泡继续走。日复一日，水泡它终于抗议了～有一天我回到家，竟然看到它在“吐血”，我还是没有理它，把血擦一擦，ok蹦贴一下就继续走。。

直到它开始“吐白沫”，也就是俗称的“脓”，加上Vanessa已经看不下去了，就拖着我到便利商店买了消毒水，进行消毒。。

这是第4个星期，我的叫终于快复原了！

每一道伤痕，每一次成长。人生不就是这样吗？在英国，没有谁跟你玩公主与城堡的游戏，只有坚强和面对是我的朋友。。

：D

With Love,

J

我是朵花

Dear Samantha,

How are you today? Let me tell you what... I WANNA BE A FLOWER!!!

I want to smells good like a flower, naturally, softly...

I want to be colourful like a flower, attract all those bees and brought attention of those passers...

I want to be strong like a flower, that I can stand still and pretty in the rain or sunshine...

I want to be open like a flower, that I can shows the best part of me naturally without acting...

I want to be blossom like a flower, that I can be flourish and sparkles in every day and night...

I enjoy my life and I feel like a flower today and everyday!

亲爱的萨蔓妲，

今天的你好吗？跟你说一件事情。。。我，要成为一朵花！！！

我要像花朵一般发出香味，淡淡的，自然的。。

我要像花朵一样色彩斑斓，吸引所有的蜜蜂和路人的眼光。。

我要像花朵那般坚强，无论晴天或是阴天，我都美美的，挺挺的竖立在那儿。。

我要像花朵那样开放，展现每个最好部分的我，自然不假装的我。。。

我要像花朵一样绽放，精彩的茂盛闪耀的绽放，无论日或夜。。。

我好享受现在的生活，我觉得自己像一朵花。。

我是朵花！

With Love,

J

我的今天

Weather Today

Dear Samantha,

How are you? The weather in Birmingham today is bad. My day started with a grey sky and drops of rain... And you know how I HATE rains. 

Rain destroy ants houses in the soil. Rain makes the road slippery and wet. Rain makes us ill. Rain is so cold and never give us any warmth. Rain is silly, rain is dirty... 

Shewww Shewww, go away you, rain!

亲爱的萨蔓妲，

今天的你好吗？伯明翰今早的天气不是很好。灰暗的天空和雨滴开启了今早的开始，然而，我讨厌下雨。

雨毁了蚂蚁在地底下的窝，雨让路变得又滑又湿，雨让我们生病。雨总是冷漠无情，从不给我温暖。。笨蛋雨，污浊的雨。。

咻咻，走开啦你，讨厌的雨！

With Love,

J

今晚想说的话

Dear Samantha,

It's 1.30++ am now in England. I just finished my revision and preparation for my class tomorrow. I was about to sleep but before that, there's something important I do like to tell, here.

There's a little picture that I steal from Google, which I do like to dedicate to my best best best friend, Alicia Sim. I deeply want her to know that, life is just BEAUTIFUL and GORGEOUS! I mean, c'mmon, she should feel that since she has such a fabulous friend like me! 

Okay, seriously, there's time in life that we just meet those random stuff or things that make you feel anxious or sad. But I just want her to know that, these won't take her far. God always love those person like her, sweet, fun, love best friend so much. He just wants to give a little quiz in her life to make her be a stronger and greater person.

And I affirm that she's gonna gone through it VERY fast.

And please Samantha, please tell her that I will be there, all the time with her like I always do, never change...

This cute little picture above, which I personally like it very much, is specially dedicate for her, Sim Yann Yan, and hope her sun is shining brightly after this!

LOVE YOU!!!

Xxxx

运动娇娃

Dear Samantha,

Tell you what, today is "the special day" for these three crazy women in Aston. Can you believe that, three of us was planning to go to the GYM and we actually MADE IT!! So proud, I mean, it's so normal to see me doing exercise but V and L... Just surprise surprise...

So, as usual, we were late, and Very Late to the class and apparently they have been started for a while when we got there...

But still, it was fun and now the fun part has gone... My butt is now HURTING.. So I guess I was working very hard just now~ I am SO claiming the trainer if I am not losing weight, though this is just the first class, but that's not the point...

亲爱的萨蔓妲，

今天是我们俗称的“那一天”，我们三个女人的“那一天”！

你相信吗，我们计划要一起到健身房去健身，更不可思议的是，我们尽然三人一起实行了！

真是太骄傲了，不是为我，因为我去运动是常见的事，我是说另外两位女人。。

嘻嘻嘻！

跟平时一样，我们迟到了。到健身房的时候，大家都已经卖命似的运动，可我们还是厚着脸皮，当什么事情都没发生，悠悠的走进教室。。

无论如何，今天好好玩。。但是，我的屁屁现在好痛啊，我想这下应该会瘦了吧？！

:D

p.s

Oh V, I really don't get your pose in the last picture... Were you suffering some kind of pain there?? But anyway, J love you~ :)))

拜托，V，你最后一张照片的表情是什么意思。。。是身上哪里痛了吗？？

无论如何，J 爱你～ ：）））

With Love,

J

妈妈的小礼物

Dear Samantha,

Oh, this is certainly the perfect moment for shopaholic...

It's SALES everywhere!!!!!!

But as a good daughter, 

I don't really dare to spend too much on myself but for my mom...

Here, let me show you what I've got for my sweetheart...

亲爱的萨蔓妲，

你知道吗，现在这个时候是购物狂最容易发作的时候。。

大多数的品牌现在都在大减价！！！！！

但身为一位非常乖巧的女儿，

我没有买很多，但倒是给我亲爱的母亲买了好几件。。

给你看我都买了什么。。

Tops:

上衣：

 River Island Brown Top

Dorothy Perkin Top

Details

H&M Bow Top 

Miss Selfridges Top

Oasis Dress With Stones

Oasis Orage Dress

Marks & Spenser Dress I

Marks & Spenser Purple Dress

Marks & Spenser Black Dress

Perfect detail

With some cute tights...

很可爱的丝袜。。

That's all... And hope she'll likes it.. as much as I do...

暂时就这么多，希望她会跟我一样喜欢这些衣服。。

Love,

J